because i said so

kangen MONAS
kangen MAKAN MENGGILA
kangen MID-NITE CALL-WITHOUT CAT FIGHT.
kangen BANDUNG
kangen MARATHON FILM
kangen DJAKARTA THEATRE
kangen GIGS
kangen CITYLITES
kangen MUSE
kangen RTC
kangen SUSHI
kangen SIMPLE LIFE
kangen BAHU JALAN TOL
kangen WHITE ROSES
kangen kangen KANGEN,TAUK!

what if

what if i can't breath when your face pop-up on my mind?
what if i can't stop smiling when i remember the 'where' the 'when' and the 'how'?
what if i don't know whether love or loathe when i return on this God's path again?

what if i become someone who wants to be needed everyday every hour every minute?
what if you don't want to.

what if i keep searching for someone who does?
what if i distracted by others who wants me to be needed them?
what if i accidentally drawn and can't help myself to sober again?
what if i still needed you to be my Saviour?
what if you don't want to.

what if i still want to feel our bitter taste lollipop trapped in the mud and shine by million stars while rock and roll music playing by,
rather than His full-topped ice cream and sparkling candy?

what if you were me?





inspired by Boyzone's "If You Were Mine"

Love Letter

To All the Divas.
Tighten up your tops Spray your perfumes
So we can see IT tights and smell IT rights

Ring the Bells Point into Corner
Heads Up Eyes Straight
Tick Tock Your Heels on Tip Toe
Buzz IT Whipped IT

Then I just freeze with no will to ask why and what
Have no nerve to see the faces of the divas that keeping their world rocks and mine is blur
Its not because of them Not even distracted by them who lingers on somebody else's mind
I've already seen IT and still blur. there is no insight on IT

Dear The Divas,
Take Your Time
Your Time is Ticking